I was soooo very excited this morning when I woke up to get ready for work for 2 reasons
1: I know it is going to be a very slow day at work today
2: a slow day at work means endless time spend searching for Jiwonne pics and see if baby had won awards in the KBS award show yesterday night.
And I was very unpleasantly surprised by what I found had happen at the award show.
HE DIDN'T WIN ANYTHING! NADA! ZERO! O ! ZILCH !
My mouth kind of hanged open for a second and the old knife in the heart feeling came back again, why is it time after time no matter how hard Jiwonne tries no one ever appreciates what he does!! After all of his hard work on this show! after all of his pain and suffering not to mention physical changes, don't you guys think he deserve some sort of recognition??
Adding salt on to the wound, I found out from Izzru and 1n2d fan blog that EVERYONE ELSE in 1n2d was nominated for awards except our Jiwon (please excuse the language, but like I said in the 1st post this is my blog if you find if offensive, please leave)
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL are the 1n2d producer thinking!! (maybe they aren't thinking! that would explain EVERYTHING!)
WHO GAVE YOU THE CHODING CHARACTER!!
WHO GAVE YOU THE DOOLY FACE!
WHO GAVE YOU THE MEAN DOOLY!
WHO GAVE YOU THE SEOP SEOP BROTHER!
WHO GAVE YOU THE SEOP SEOP DAN!
WHO GAVE YOU THE IQ 160 JIWON!
WHO GAVE YOU THE GENIUS JIWON!
How much have Jiwon gave up and scarifies for this show?? His idol image is totally gone from the show, His body have gone through so much beating, He have gained a lot of weight, His voice have changed.
It has always been my understanding that hard work will be rewarded but in Jiwon's case I feel like he is being punished and ignored by working hard on the show!! I didn't really want to say this and I probably will get hated for saying this, but at the award all the attention went to Kim jongmin and Jiwonne was like pushed off to the side! HE WASN'T EVEN ON THE SHOW FOR 2 YEARS!! AND HE GOT TO PRESENT AN AWARD??? FOR WHAT! FOR COMING BACK FROM THE ARMY ??
This particular post have the potential of growing longer in a couple of days since I have also saw from Izzru's blog that Jiwon is not performing his own song in the KBS GAYO Award show, he is showing up as SUPPORT for Mc Mong and Seungki as a member of 1n2d, SUPPORT !?!?!?! He is a 12 year veteran in the music industry! He has had 11 ALBUMS and 3 SINGLES released during this 12 year! He should be NO ONE'S SUPPORT!! (except fellow Jekki members!)
Now since this particular award show have not happened yet, and will not happen till the 30th, maybe we are just worrying our pretty little heads off for nothing~ Maybe He will perform his own song also, I would LOVE to be proven wrong on this, Anyways it takes too much energy for me to stay angry, and I want to have a happy holidays too!! so I am going to hold off talking about this whole situation till after the GAYO awards. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE prove me wrong!
And to Jiwonne........ Don't worry We've got your back !! No matter what happens YOU have already won! You have won our heart... Well definitely mine at least ^_________________^
EUN JIWON FIGHTING!!
ack my heart is really squeezed when seeing yr post. i'm sure abt jiwon's contribution to 1n2d but u yourself is the one who visualized what his contributions are.yes he's lost so much for nothing and Kbs thinks that they can encourage someone by treating so badly?no way.u know, not like u i love jiwon through 1n2d and then jekki.however rite now my feeling is also a mixture of disappointment and boredom.i even don't have eagerness to watch 1n2d right now. Hurting my jiwonnie means hurting myself.yes like u i'm just in hate/love relationship with 1n2d.
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ReplyDeleteAnd oh i forgot to say this i adore that cartoon pic of jekki eventho its in cartoon style but the character really look-alike like jekki i can recognise instantly who is who LOL..the person who drew this must be a really talented gerl and a hardcore fan of jekki :)
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ReplyDeletei had said what i feel like saying in izzru blog and i really dont wish to say it again coz it juz pain me very much but i just want to comment i love ur post esp on the yellow statement and the statement of NO ONE's SUPPORT..
but sigh i really hope all this would not be true i hope to see jw at least be able to perform at the award show so that it could serve us as consolation that hes not there to support 1d2n members but to stage a performance for his new album but then again sigh..